Want to Know One Promise When You Question Your Faith?

I had just spent weeks feeling empowered and faith-filled. I was child of the King and nothing was standing in my way.

In my mind, the darts from Satan would come, but I replaced them with confident assurance.

 I’m not good enough, but I replace with I am a child of God through faith.

You can’t handle this, instead I am a conqueror through Him.Want to Know One Promise When You Question Your Faith? Fickle feelings. Wavering faith. Up and down every day. Do you ever wonder how you're going to get this Christian faith right?

Firm and on fire for Him. Satan had no chance right now.

Then, I wake up one day and I feel deflated. Doubtful and melancholy.

Emotions Lie

How am I going to do all this today?

I’m tired, irritable and overwhelmed.

The triumphs of the last few weeks had been replaced by the tires of today.

I ask myself, what happened? How did I change so quickly?

I read my Bible and spend time in His Word but go through cycles of faith to doubt and uncertainty.

Can you relate?

What I have learned is I am fickle in feelings. I change often. I’m like the tilt-a-whirl at the Fair. Up and down and all around.

The good news is God never changes.

He isn’t present one day and then gone the next one.

He’s the beginning and the End.

The Great I am.

Constant and Unchangeable.

Because God never changes, I know these attributes of Him are rock-solid.

Solid truths

  • I can firmly grasp onto His promises because He is the Truth.
  • God is unwavering in His love for me.
  • He is always a constant companion. He is a present protector.

I am God—yes, I Am. I haven’t changed” Malachi 3:6a (MSG)

Repeated times of empowerment and soul -full of fire. I want the ability to deflect the darts of the devil because I am so snug with Jesus.

Reality is, I don’t like this up-and-down nature that my faith goes through. I feel like I must be lacking in faith because I waver.

I’m a lousy Christian.  I’m so two-faced, God. Where is my loyalty to Him?

Moments of Doubt

The Bible reassures me that even the Disciples had moments of doubt.

“Immediately after this, Jesus insisted that his disciples get back into the boat and cross to the other side of the lake, while he sent the people home. After sending them home, he went up into the hills by himself to pray. Night fell while he was there alone.

Meanwhile, the disciples were in trouble far away from land, for a strong wind had risen, and they were fighting heavy waves. About three o’clock in the morning Jesus came toward them, walking on the water. When the disciples saw him walking on the water, they were terrified. In their fear, they cried out, “It’s a ghost!”

But Jesus spoke to them at once. “Don’t be afraid,” he said. “Take courage. I am here!”

Then Peter called to him, “Lord, if it’s really you, tell me to come to you, walking on the water.”

“Yes, come,” Jesus said.

So Peter went over the side of the boat and walked on the water toward Jesus. But when he saw the strong wind and the waves, he was terrified and began to sink. “Save me, Lord!” he shouted.

Jesus immediately reached out and grabbed him. “You have so little faith,” Jesus said. “Why did you doubt me?”

When they climbed back into the boat, the wind stopped. Then the disciples worshiped him. “You really are the Son of God!” they exclaimed.

Matthew 14:22-33 (NLT)

 fickle feelings

The disciples were with Jesus day in and day out. They witnessed the miracles, the excitement of Jesus and the conversations that made them confident in their faith.

Surely they had souls on fire. But in this moment they were filled with doubt and uncertainty.

The disciples climbed on the tilt-a-whirl of fickle feelings.

Peter reached out to Jesus and began again. From doubt to devotion.

Just as I begin again.

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These might be the footsteps to a greater faith. The rungs getting me closer to constancy.

When the darts of doubt come, I discipline myself to devotion.

Can you relate? What do you do in these moments of fickle feelings?

Your sister in Christ,

Julie

This post was shared at #RaRaLinkup and Testimony Tuesday

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0 thoughts on “Want to Know One Promise When You Question Your Faith?

  1. WOW! Not only is the imagery here with the tilt-a-whirl and photo of colors spinning, but your words draw me into so many places where I go. I, more often than not, do NOT dig deeper into God, but I allow satan to dig deeper into ME! I do not want this. May I stand closer to God, drawing into His strong arms as the doubts creep or stab in. Thank you for this powerful reminder of what I need to do.
    Caring through Christ, ~ linda

  2. Oh Julie, yes, I can relate…but like you, He’s teaching me to hold out my arms for grace. And one day He returned me to the Garden of Gesthemene and showed me that even Jesus was overcome by emotions…but in turning to His Father was filled with the courage He needed to walk forward unto the path of suffering that awaited Him.

    For the first time I also stopped to consider if the grief that overcame Jesus in the Garden was not a grief for His people, a people whose skin and emotions He had entered full force. It made me wonder if He saw Peter and the others standing there upon His death in disbelief, grief and doubt…and all of us too…on the days our emotions become waves … And that this is what weighed upon Him so….It makes my heart warm thinking of it like this and knowing how deep His love goes for us.

  3. Oh yes! I can certainly relate, especially with the word “deflate”. Here’s my favorite line of yours today (although there were several!): “When the darts of doubt come, I discipline myself to devotion.” Love it! #testimonyTuesday

  4. This verse immediately came to my mind: “So the one who thinks he is standing firm should be careful not to fall. No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide an escape, so that you can stand up under it.” 1 Cor. 10:12-13 We can expect all kinds of doubts, fears, sufferings, and temptations. The enemy wants us to be bewildered when they come our way — and especially when we buckle under their crushing weight. But we are not crushed! We are not overcome! We won’t face anything that a million others haven’t faced before us. God isn’t surprised one bit — neither by the things we suffer, or our reactions. He stands there the same – yesterday, today, and always. He loves us and is ready to lift us up and use all of our doubts and hardships for our greater good. Now THAT is something to find hope in!! <3 Thank you for this wonderful post.

    1. Rebecca- I love the verse you shared! The enemy knows where I trip up. I’m so glad I have God to fall back onto. Nothing works as good as immersing yourself in the Word.
      Thanks for your encouragement!
      Julie

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